Happy

25 Oct

I was just sending emails out today, at random, only to realize that after a long, long time, I feel settled and I feel happy. The kind where no storms are brewing, no tides are raging, and no chaos is unfurling. The kind where the true feeling of happiness lies in acceptance, surrender, learning, insight, understanding, and of course, in just being in the moment – of free falling into the unknown but being confident about getting back up from wherever I may land. It’s a humbling feeling and it cost me a lot, though ironically, it is all free.

And I’m going to stay in just this feeling for as long as I can. There is no particular event or reason to have brought about this, unless the arrival of homeostasis counts. And that’s just about it.

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